May 2012
4 posts
i really am loved.
Hmm
This one time, Chad slept over and slept in the lower bunk bed. But really, I wanted him to sleep in the same bunk bed as me. But its okay maybe I will talk him into it on Wednesday ;)
February 2012
1 post
January 2012
3 posts
here we go:)
December 2011
3 posts
dang
i miss madrigal dinner.
last year had so many new and special things that i will miss.
November 2011
2 posts
: i miss priming.& making designs in the plaster... →
youaretheair:
i miss priming. & making designs in the plaster on the walls. & telling you to paint the ceilings because you were tall, but really i wanted you to work harder & i didn’t want to paint the ceilings myself. i miss screaming at a spider while php was happening right outside our window. & seeing…
and nutellas chest hair.
September 2011
1 post
God bless our love.
July 2011
1 post
new people
new smells
new culture
new country
new styles
new food
new language
new experience.
i leave for ukraine in the morning.
May 2011
3 posts
wonderful wonderful wonderful night:)
April 2011
6 posts
it's nice
having something to look forward to each weekend to pull my through the end of the school year.
tour
prom
easter
parents being gone
prom again
my graduation
school being out:)
in some ways i am really going to miss high...
i enjoy looking through all my old posts.
scanning, reading, looking at pictures, listening to songs.
it reminds me who i am.
who i used to be.
how life used to be.
what i feel. the way i think.
and shows me where i am now.
it’s good to remember.
little things to be thankful for:
free icecream on windy spring days
people who want to see you succeed
fingers that play the piano
ten dollars in my pocket
a purple sweatshirt with a hole in it
joy
it's funny how things change
and how some things always stay the same
my name is abel hancock
and i am so cute and funny and nice to everyone. i am good at including people and encouraging them and showing people that i care. i am good at empathizing and i have great intuition, for being a boy, i mean. i am not rude, but i am witty - i’m so funny actually. everyone laughs at me and i pride myself on being the entertainment for social groups. i am tall, and lean and i ride bikes and i...
March 2011
2 posts
21:)
lonely
January 2011
8 posts
strange how in the midst of hundreds of people, surrounded by friends who love you, you can still feel lonely
today i woke up so so happy. happier than i have been in almost as long as i can remember. but mostly i was hopeful. and tonight i go to sleep the same as countess others. tired, sad, hurt, with tears in my eyes. when will bad things stop happening.
you missed out.
i really enjoy being with you.
nineteen:)
there are very few things i enjoy more
than experiencing the playful side of people. the side we all have but few people show. the side that is innocent and simple. but embarrassing at times. the side of us that expresses joy better than any other way. the side that is in so many ways simply perfect. we all have it.
somewhere inside us.
maybe i should just get used to feeling like this
December 2010
6 posts
You know that feeling? When you're just waiting....
mon-chica:
jessrod:
Oh by the way I think you're a fantastic person.
yesterday i was complemented on my pants, my hat, my scarf, my haircut. i was told i have a good singing voice, am a really cool person, and am good at the piano. i was hugged, smiled at, and told i am loved. yesterday was a typical day for me. i should feel awesome about myself. people tell me i am a great person. i am constantly hearing how talented and smart i am.
to me a great person...
December 12, 2010
i have been dating this girl for eighteen months. she is an incredibly wonderful, loving, beautiful, exciting, genuine, adorable girl. it’s really not surprising to me that our relationship has lasted for so long considering that she is all those things. we have never fought about anything or let differences of opinions get in the way of our relationship. selfishness has never gone...
18 months.
that’s a long time:)
November 2010
1 post
17
!!:)!!!!:)!:)!!!!!!!!:)!!!:)
:)
October 2010
3 posts
16:)
and so much happier:)
THAT'S WHAT I SAID.
out loud
i’m not mad
by the way
just sad
you’re not here yet. but i’m so excitied to see you today!!!:)
with her. and us all
why are you sad
ooooh
and a nation. it’s things you don’t think about
YOU ARE THE BEST.
but here we are
all of us
walking
talking
? i love you so so much too thinking? no. being.
i’m just going on telling you what...
September 2010
8 posts
it's hard to stay positive day after day.
which is why i love you:
hannah swenson
andrew stevenson
ben olson
why don't i use tumblr anymore?
I really, really, really wish I had a brother.
i’ll be your brother.
you:
are incredibly insecure,
a complete douche to girls,
and make horrible decisions.
i can’t tell you how many times i have seriously wanted to punch you in the face.
i don’t like you at all.
i’m sorry i just had to get that out.
if you could hear what people say about you behind your back,
or even if you just listened to what they say to your face,
maybe
you might...
whenever something really really super
embarrassing
funny
weird
or scary
happens. i wish that you were there so that in four years we could laugh about it together.
i think they are finally beginning to see.
or maybe it’s just finally beginning to show.